Concussion, May 25, 2008

...want to write... still don't know what, but i'll start off by just writing three full stops i guess. that's what i always do when i don't know what to write and after those dots, after this mark of pause, the mark of being unsure, the mark of sadness, even sometimes the mark of peaceful, calm joy and happYness i always write something, always get something off my chest.

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...So what's on my chest now? not sure if i can express it at least now, at the point. it's a mixture, a mixture of thousands of ingredients. no need to start browsing through them, and no use either.
i-Cyb that's the name to my state of mind i guess. enough of cheap talk, let's get to the subject:

-so, are you here?
-u know i am.
-got any new words for me today?
-no i don't. i decided to try something new this time. i'll let you chose the word. pick any word that comes to your mind first.
-...ok... the very first word that came to my mind was "Concussion". don't ask me why, i don't know. it just came first.
-ok, let's look it up. the dictionary comes into play once again to make them things clear:

Concussion, from the Latin concutere ("to shake violently"),^[1] is the most common and least serious type of traumatic brain injury. The terms mild brain injury, mild traumatic brain injury (MTBI), mild head injury (MHI), and minor head trauma and concussion may be used interchangeably,^[2][3] although the latter is often treated as a narrower category.^[4] The term 'concussion', has been used for centuries and is still commonly used in sports medicine, while 'MTBI' is a technical term used more commonly nowadays in general medical contexts. Frequently defined as a head injury with a transient loss of brain function, concussion can cause a variety of physical, cognitive, and emotional symptoms.

Concussion can be diagnosed and assigned a level of severity based largely on symptoms. Treatment involves monitoring and rest. Symptoms usually go away entirely within three weeks, though they may persist, or complications may occur.^[5] Repeated concussions can cause cumulative brain damage such as dementia pugilistica or severe complications such as second-impact syndrome.

...ok, fair enough. now why do you think this word came to you? let's dig it up from the subliminal level.

-i don't know. concussion... have you ever been concussed for some time? have you...no... not today man. fuck them words.

finish it off for me if you want.
enough is enough.
enough of them friends and foes.
enough of pain
enough of words
enough of feelings
enough of rain
enough of storm
enough of the sun (sorry, the sun)
enough of sweat and blood mixture
enough of tear and smile mixture
enough of you
enough of me
it's damn sure enough of us.
e n o u g h . . .

stick a fuckin fork in it, i-Cyb.


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