Freaking Weather...

Entry for August 30, 2007

...No, I m not sad, It's just that freakin wheather...

-Mood? moods don't make people, people make moods. And you will feel better the very moment you really, truelly want it.


-I m feeling good! I made it! I m happy! I found the KEY! I found the answer! I AM happY!!!
-So?..


-I don't understand. Who's call is it?
-It's always your call. No matter what the situation is. I know the responsibility is... Well... It's YOUR call...

-So... I m here, I'm calling. I'm yelling...


-All you are is just a bunch of clowns... all of you, all 13... just clowns. stop talking to me if you are not here to help. stop playing. STOP playing!

[www.thesecret.tv]

-Do you know what the secret is?
-what secret?
-The Secret.
-I do know MY SECRET.
-Do u use it?
-I dunno.
-Try.

...and this damn music. so powerful, so emotional... but still i am here. i m not living in the past as i am not living in my glorious future. I am HERE.
I have learned it. after so many years of living on the run, after so many sips, after so many mistakes (which I m not sorry of. even a single one)... I came to this. I am living today.

...Today is a special day. I make it special. I am the reflection of my future. I will reflect happYness and I will be it. I am living today....

...have you learned a single thing over those sips and years?...


...HappYing. that's what i m doing every day. every morning, when i inhale the first ever Sun's ray, when i step my foot on my rag of clouds, every day, when i m born and reborn again, i am HappYing. I am happY...


...You are the reason to my HappYness. I christened you HappYness...